WHY ?!

God, I ask you, why ? WHY ?

I want to feel that feeling. I know, now you give it to me. You make me fall in love, after a year "love" has lost from my mind, my heart.

I'm really thanks to You for giving me a chance to fall in love. But, WHY ?

You make me fall in love, but then, you are the one who break my heart.

It's so sick, God. I know you know. But I don't understand. WHY ?? You let me feel this love. But, you also break me down.

First, you make him go away from me. And can't meet me anymore :'(

Then, you give me another. I think he's good but the truth is, HE'S NOT.

I don't exactly what's wrong with me. No one love me. Everyone leave me alone. I don't wanna be left :(

God, WHY ??

I just wanna be loved by someone special. I just wanna feel love to someone special.

But I don't find him yet. What should I do ?

I'm tired of always waiting. Honestly, I'm afraid God. So, afraid :'(

I've tried to regard all is fine. But I can't if I do this all the time. He broke me even he doesn't be mine yet. Moreover, I don't know whether he LIKES me or not.